When we are in a fortress we can be either safe or trapped. It's easier to not have to face other people and their stares and to remain in a safe secluded environment. But I believe God does not create us to live for ourselves, but to share our gifts and uniqueness with others.
Almost always when Joshua and I are out, we get a few stares and a few smiles. Some days the stares are really annoying. But I can understand why someone may stare at a 13 year old boy hugging a mannequin in a store and Joshua wants to hug all of them.
I wish it didn't bother me when we get that second look. It would be so nice to walk around at the mall or anywhere and no one would take notice. Maybe God has something He wants us to share with the world. Sometimes I think the journey is mine and Joshua is leading me. A lady at a store told me that special needs people are smarter that us. I believe her. Keep leading me Joshua!
What a sweet and likely accurate perspective, Patti.
ReplyDeleteI love Joshua's affectionate nature...the way he always wants to hold my hand. What a sweetie.